Need more time D:

Hey-Heyy~!
Christmas is son here and I need more time. I just got paid from the work, so I just need by some christmas present for my family and friends but I have so much work to do that I'm going to die xD I have work this weekend ;___; Well, I just need to someday go to shopping after work.

I order few albums from YesAsia. Yang Yoseob's first album, Noh Jihoon's debut album, Block B: Blockbuster, BTOB's 2nd album. Ahaha~ Christmas presents for myself! :3 You probably can see what is my favorite label.. CUBE<3 I didn't order just for myself. I order 2 albums for my friend too but I can really say what I order guz they can read this blog xD

I try work hard! WHAITING!

~Riku, works hard!

BFFFF~

Fuck this shit. I feel so angry right now!
Once again is see this selfish side of you. I hope it was worth it.

Like I'm gonna care. I gonna clean my room and drink untill I pass out! SO FUCK YOU! >: DD

For my dear friend who can't wait one fucking day...

~Riku, kick ass now!

Hell yeah~!

I finally got a job!!! *Party*
I will start tomorrow in hospital kitchen, I wonder how the workers gonna like me... I feel little scared ;___;
Ahahha~ It's pretty random to work in same place as my big sister xD
Wish me luck! ;3

~Riku

What to believe?

I know that I just posted one really short blog but this suddenly bounce in my mind.
I wanna already apologize that I take this topic out but this it about T-ara drama.
That drama have already clam down little bit but i just wanna say what I think about it.

First of all... Hwayoung was my favorite members out of them all and I know that someone are probably thinking that "yeah, right! You just choose her as you favorite when she left". I don't really care if you think like that but about half of my favorites are rappers (BEAST Junhyung, BTOB Ilhoon, NU'EST JR and Aron, MBLAQ Mir, Big Bang GD, KARA Nicole, U-KISS Dongho, EXID EL etc.) I don't know but I just like rappers a lot! Anyways now that Hwayoung have left, I don't really have any favorite, maybe I choose new favorite someday and maybe not. My point in here is that even Hwayoung was my favorite and she probably got bullied... only because I don't know the truth in here I don't know how to react. No one know the truth... there can be a lot of rumors this and that. So I'm gonna tell my version.. like how I react in this everything.


It was just a normal day.. me without job and have been up all night or something... anyways I woke up probably somewhere 02:00pm. I go to computer and like always I first check "skype" comments then I put YouTube on and check it. Last one is Facebook and right the way i see "allkpop" post: "CCM announces Hwayoung will leave T-ara".
I have say.. that kind of broke my heart a little bit guz even I really like almost all the T-ara's songs. I kind of only liked Hwayoung and little bit of Soyeon, Qri and Hyomin but not really others (don't kill me).

Anyways as you know there all that drama started and I was kind of shocked when there was that T-ara members was bulling her. It's sad guz I know how the been bullied feels like but even it's not sure that was she bullied... I have one question: "Why she left if she wasn't bullied?". so that's why somehow I believe in that bulling thing.. somehow I believe.

Come on, think about it. Girls... all the girls, they wanna be one group, one group where weak persons don't fit. Like in probably every schools there is always those who bully someone or someones. Do you get my point? I'm not suprised if I think about it that there have been bulling, idols are not perfect either.. crearly Hwayoung was left out and prabably somehow bullied.

Anyways, even if there wasn't bulling.. there was still something going on between T-ara and Hwayoung and  with boss too. I hear something about that Hwayoung have broke two important concert or something like that. Rumor after rumors. WE DON'T KNOW THE TRUTH!



- When "Sexy Love" came I almost cried.. but I'm getting over all of this drama already. I have support T-ara all this time.

- I gotta say this that even Jiyeon is Krystal's favorite member.. if it is true that Jiyeon have slapped Hwayoung... I don't know.. that is just lame.

- Even all of this drama I'm still listening T-ara and I'm gonna support Hwayoung in the best that I can (like if she come back in other group or as a solo artist, I'm gonna support her.) and so I do with T-ara (I just ordered T-ara's 7th mini album "Mirage"). I'm gonna look in future, even I'm gonna miss her rapping.

- Hwayoung HWAITING!
- T-ara HWAITING!

- BTW, I found one video what really make me think that Hwayoung was bullied so check it out if you wanna. (still we don't know the truth)

(Sorry if there is some mistake's or something, I probably write this in weird way that you don't understand but comment if you wanna say something, I totally wanna hear what you think or if I confused you in someway)


~Riku, peace out love you gyus<3

Oh what to do!?

Guuuu~ I don't know how to start this xDDD
Okay, lately I have been wishing that I'm more girly.. I'm pretty tomboy and I don't really want to be -.-
I just want that someone come and change me.

SOMEONE HELP MEH~!

(pretty short but I just want to put something in here^^)

~Riku, peace out dudes! ;3

Happiness in my life right now!

You know there is always some kind of song what make you happy and sad..etc

Right now I have song what totally make my day happier!

BLOCK B - NILLILI MAMBO
-Awesome song! Rapping is epic and singing is amazing and WHOLE SONG IS PERFECT!

AILEE - I WILL SHOW YOU
-Song is perfect for those who's heart have broke! Even my heart really don't have.. if we are talking about guys guz I have never had a boyfriend (I know.. I'm 19-years-old) and never dated anyone.. FOREVER ALONE ;___; Anyways, Ailee's voice is amazing and beautiful. Song itself is just WOW! and the lyrics are damn~~~~<3

BTOB - WOW
-This song should have a prize!! It's so amazing!

BEAST - Midnight Sun
-Okkee~ I'm gonna post Japanese version of this song guz there is no Korean version MV.
Of course one of my number one kpo group song is in this list! xD I totally love this song and I don't care which version I listen guz I love this so much... okay I really love to watch my handsome oppas in the MV xDD

~Riku peace out!

Little lazy and sad..

I have been little depressed these days. I feel like, I don't wanna do anything...
I fight with Krystal little fight's all the time and I'm getting tired of it.

I'm not saying like I'm gonna do suicide or something. Just I'm tried.. life is so freaking boring. I wanna find something what make it shine like a diamond.

Should I start a new hobby? What kind of hobby?

Argh! I dunno..

C-ute in new light!

I have always liked pretty much all C-ute's songs! Those are really catchy ;3
Even there that Airi and Maimi is the lead singers but now it's Chisato, Airi and Maimi xD
I didn't like at all "Kimi wa Jitensha Watashi was Densha de Kitaku" song.. I dunno why but I didn't just hit me at all, and the song name is way too long xDD
I really liked their last single "Aitai Aitai Aitai na"! It was awesome! Even I think the MV should be more darker ;33 BUT C-ute keep making amazing songs!

 
 

Go Berryz Koubou!

I will now continue of "what I think about Hello! Project new songs", that was long title! xD

This time about Berryz Koubou!
I have always liked pretty much BK's songs, even they have pretty many times those "main singers", Miyabi and Risako. Then there is sometimes Yurina and Momoko too :// Why Hello! Project.. why you don't let all the girls sing -.-

Anyways, their newest song now is "cha cha SING" and I like it!! NO! I LOVE IT!<3 It's really catchy and funny song and members have "ALMOST" same much solo lines.

I gotta say that I hated their "Be Genki <Naseba Naru!>".... just.. no.

My favorite (MV) song from BK are "Heroine ni Narou Ka!", "Watashi no Mirai no Danna-sama" and "Dakishimete Dakishimete" ^^

See ya~ ;3

~Riku

My mistake ^^''

Hey guys!

I notice this pretty long time ago but I made little mistake about Junhyung's new tattoo~ xD
It doesn't say "Tomorrow never regret"... I found new picture and there the tattoo is clearly.

Tattoo says: "If I die tomorrow tomorrow I would never regret"

Sowwy I'm mistake ^^''

Morning Musume, halleluja?

Morning Musume have always go with this.. about 4 main singer and others get few solos or not at all. We all know it right, somehow I'm really bored of that style. Come on those other girls can sing, why don't you let them show their talents in main songs?

I was really sad when Takahashi Ai and Niigaki Risa graduate ;_____: BUT after Takahashi graduate there came song... "Pyoco Pyoco Ultra"-- I was like "DAFUQ?!" that song and MV... -.- I hate it.
Thank god, next song was way better, "Renai Hunter". Song was good but one part in the dance was umm... funny xDDD Yeah but again we can see the main parts, Risa, Reina, Riho.

Next is their newest song "One Two Three" I like it a lot even I don't really like Riho. MV's was sparkling and outfits was awesome, I liked Haruka's hair but she look way more mature what she is xD

KEEP GOOD GOING MORNING MUSUME AND UFA, GIVE SOLOS FOR THE OTHERS TOO >D

~Riku

Halleluja for future Hello! Project

OMFG! Suddenly Hello! Project songs are freaking awesome~ Like after few shitty songs all the song are really good~ Okay let's start with S/mileage. 4nin S/mileage is still the original S/mileage and I miss it ;___: Sakitty.. ;w:

After I heard there is audition for S/mileage I was like.. NOOOOOOOOOOO! and after that Ogawa Saki graduate... my 2nd fav. I really cried for it. Yeah Saki's last song was "Uchouten LOVE" and that was really good song<3 Then came new members and song was "Tachiagaaru", i didn't really like the song and new members didn't get any solo's just some scream parts.

Next was "Please Miniskirt Postwoman!", that was cute song and I like it ^^ but Kana and Rina didn't really get solo lines :// oh yeah, it was Yuukas last song ;___: From that time I somhow got feeling that i will not like S/mileage anymore... and then came "Chotomatte Kudasai!", MV was bad, those dress was just ugh. Song was catchy but boring. Then came "Dot bikini"... yeah right.. same as "Chotomatte Kudasai!", MV suck and song is catchy but I didn't like it. BUT now came "Suki yo, Junjou Hankouki"... JUST LOVE, outfits was beautiful, MV wasn't the best but really pretty, Kana and Rina get lines<3 Song was amazing!<33 So I hope that S/mileage keep going with good songs ^^

Okay this is already pretty long so I will make new text for this xD NEXT Morning Musume~

~Riku

Good project with shitty leader

Project's are really sometimes.... One project kick me out without telling me -.-
I know that I was inactive but I didn't undertand the forums and I say that to them but they didn't reply to me anything and aafter while I notice that I can't get in the forums.. I asked why I get in and they say that I'm graduated.. nice~ thanks.

I PM to that graduate thing  back: "How nice that you tell me -.-", They reply: "you kind of dissapeared. I figured if I messaged you, you would have ignored it anyway." Me,"I wouldn't :// but yeah. Thanks for that about one week sorry that I disappoint you for been not active. I was just so confiused of new forums style. Good luck for future ^^"

I try to avoid drama in here... but I tell about this in Facebook group named "Dubbers Smap" and got reply's like this, ";A:", "-3- those people...", "Thats Horrable --", "omg what =/ i dont even", "Horrible.. That's cruel ugh!!"

Good to know there is people who understand me ;_________:

~Riku

Aron, what are you trying?

Hahaha~ After that one beautiful day when me and Krystal see asian boy who look a lot like NU'EST Aron. I been seeing Aron in totally different light c(: 
He is totally trying to climb higher in my bias list xD and now he is after JR with Ren and Minhyun so.. sorry Baehko ;_______: I think he have a good voice but... I dunno why I don't really like him O.o 
But yeah.. let's see will Aron someday win Minhyun and Ren xD goz then those two will drop to 3rd place.
~Riku

Lazy azz

Heh.. I didn't call today in that hospital kitchen -.-
I feel like I haven't never been this lazy.. or maybe when I have been sick goz then I'm acting like I'm dying xD
I was at Krystal's house way too long time alone ;w: After Krystal was ready in work she go with Evie shopping. They buy things that they dress in Tracon. I didn't really care about it but.. I was so lonely ;___:
But I was happy when they came back~<3

I drop by home today and guz we don't really have food in here we take little from home :3 My parents act really nice and I was like O.O but I think that maybe it's goz they don't have see me for sometime xDD Just pretty nice to know that, if parents are angry go away sometime and come back :'33

~Riku

Junhyung with new tattoo *w*

Yong Junhyung

 I notice today that my ultimate bias Yong Junhyung from B2ST have got new tattoo *O* 
He have other tattoon's too one on his collarbone and on his right arm.
On his collarbone, the tattoo reads in English, "Born again still your son". From this phrase, Yong JunHyung's love for his parents can be seen. ^o^

New tattoo

On his arm, the tattoo reads in latin, "carpe diem, quam minimum credula postero", in english it's, "Take a hold of today. And only believe in the word 'tomorrow' in the smallest way you can".

New tattoo is on his left arm and it says, "Tomorrow never regret"

Old ones

Mistake

Today I made a little mistake... I forgot to go employment agency. I got text message to my phone and then I notice that I forgot it... Let's hope that they will give the per diem still goz I need it.

Otherwice I have been at my best friend house about 5 days guz her parents are in Turkish. She can't sleep alone in big house so I'm here with her. I will be in here to Thursday.

I'm really stressed these days. I have to call to hospital kitchen and ask for a job but I suck at talking to people in phone... I'm scared of it. I try to find power to call in there tomorrow.

2nd things is that we will go to "Tampere" in Friday. Me, Krystal and Evie. We go to see our dubbing friends first time. Why "Tampere"? well.. there is in that weekend "Tracon" anime and manga happening. I'm really excited to meet them x3 but sametime I really nervous guz I have never been in "Tampere" and I have never been in so big happening like "Tracon" I have only been in little one which is "Kitacon" and it's really small compare to "Tracon".
I wanna go to sing in there karaoke. I heard that there is a lot of KPOP songs<3 I wanna at least sing BEAST - Shock guz I love that song ^^ BUT there is a problem.. that place is full of cosplayers and I probably go in normal clothes so I will look really different to others in there -.-

~Riku

This is

I got idea to start doing this blog from one tv series. I think it's a good idea to open myself here goz no one knows who I am...
I don't really care that do it get any readers. Idea is that I tell my worries, feelings, things what I have done and etc. Everything this starts tomorrow.
I do my best :3
HWAITING!
~Riku