What to believe?

I know that I just posted one really short blog but this suddenly bounce in my mind.
I wanna already apologize that I take this topic out but this it about T-ara drama.
That drama have already clam down little bit but i just wanna say what I think about it.

First of all... Hwayoung was my favorite members out of them all and I know that someone are probably thinking that "yeah, right! You just choose her as you favorite when she left". I don't really care if you think like that but about half of my favorites are rappers (BEAST Junhyung, BTOB Ilhoon, NU'EST JR and Aron, MBLAQ Mir, Big Bang GD, KARA Nicole, U-KISS Dongho, EXID EL etc.) I don't know but I just like rappers a lot! Anyways now that Hwayoung have left, I don't really have any favorite, maybe I choose new favorite someday and maybe not. My point in here is that even Hwayoung was my favorite and she probably got bullied... only because I don't know the truth in here I don't know how to react. No one know the truth... there can be a lot of rumors this and that. So I'm gonna tell my version.. like how I react in this everything.


It was just a normal day.. me without job and have been up all night or something... anyways I woke up probably somewhere 02:00pm. I go to computer and like always I first check "skype" comments then I put YouTube on and check it. Last one is Facebook and right the way i see "allkpop" post: "CCM announces Hwayoung will leave T-ara".
I have say.. that kind of broke my heart a little bit guz even I really like almost all the T-ara's songs. I kind of only liked Hwayoung and little bit of Soyeon, Qri and Hyomin but not really others (don't kill me).

Anyways as you know there all that drama started and I was kind of shocked when there was that T-ara members was bulling her. It's sad guz I know how the been bullied feels like but even it's not sure that was she bullied... I have one question: "Why she left if she wasn't bullied?". so that's why somehow I believe in that bulling thing.. somehow I believe.

Come on, think about it. Girls... all the girls, they wanna be one group, one group where weak persons don't fit. Like in probably every schools there is always those who bully someone or someones. Do you get my point? I'm not suprised if I think about it that there have been bulling, idols are not perfect either.. crearly Hwayoung was left out and prabably somehow bullied.

Anyways, even if there wasn't bulling.. there was still something going on between T-ara and Hwayoung and  with boss too. I hear something about that Hwayoung have broke two important concert or something like that. Rumor after rumors. WE DON'T KNOW THE TRUTH!



- When "Sexy Love" came I almost cried.. but I'm getting over all of this drama already. I have support T-ara all this time.

- I gotta say this that even Jiyeon is Krystal's favorite member.. if it is true that Jiyeon have slapped Hwayoung... I don't know.. that is just lame.

- Even all of this drama I'm still listening T-ara and I'm gonna support Hwayoung in the best that I can (like if she come back in other group or as a solo artist, I'm gonna support her.) and so I do with T-ara (I just ordered T-ara's 7th mini album "Mirage"). I'm gonna look in future, even I'm gonna miss her rapping.

- Hwayoung HWAITING!
- T-ara HWAITING!

- BTW, I found one video what really make me think that Hwayoung was bullied so check it out if you wanna. (still we don't know the truth)

(Sorry if there is some mistake's or something, I probably write this in weird way that you don't understand but comment if you wanna say something, I totally wanna hear what you think or if I confused you in someway)


~Riku, peace out love you gyus<3