11.7.2014

Hello Hello hello--

It's been long time... haven't it? Today is talk with my roommate about going in psychiatrist. Well... for that reason that i hate my life, few time try to killl myself and well I hate myself xD

15.12.2012

Need more time D:

Hey-Heyy~!
Christmas is son here and I need more time. I just got paid from the work, so I just need by some christmas present for my family and friends but I have so much work to do that I'm going to die xD I have work this weekend ;___; Well, I just need to someday go to shopping after work.

I order few albums from YesAsia. Yang Yoseob's first album, Noh Jihoon's debut album, Block B: Blockbuster, BTOB's 2nd album. Ahaha~ Christmas presents for myself! :3 You probably can see what is my favorite label.. CUBE<3 I didn't order just for myself. I order 2 albums for my friend too but I can really say what I order guz they can read this blog xD

I try work hard! WHAITING!

~Riku, works hard!

7.12.2012

BFFFF~

Fuck this shit. I feel so angry right now!
Once again is see this selfish side of you. I hope it was worth it.

Like I'm gonna care. I gonna clean my room and drink untill I pass out! SO FUCK YOU! >: DD

For my dear friend who can't wait one fucking day...

~Riku, kick ass now!


13.11.2012

Hell yeah~!

I finally got a job!!! *Party*
I will start tomorrow in hospital kitchen, I wonder how the workers gonna like me... I feel little scared ;___;
Ahahha~ It's pretty random to work in same place as my big sister xD
Wish me luck! ;3

~Riku

6.11.2012

What to believe?

I know that I just posted one really short blog but this suddenly bounce in my mind.
I wanna already apologize that I take this topic out but this it about T-ara drama.
That drama have already clam down little bit but i just wanna say what I think about it.

First of all... Hwayoung was my favorite members out of them all and I know that someone are probably thinking that "yeah, right! You just choose her as you favorite when she left". I don't really care if you think like that but about half of my favorites are rappers (BEAST Junhyung, BTOB Ilhoon, NU'EST JR and Aron, MBLAQ Mir, Big Bang GD, KARA Nicole, U-KISS Dongho, EXID EL etc.) I don't know but I just like rappers a lot! Anyways now that Hwayoung have left, I don't really have any favorite, maybe I choose new favorite someday and maybe not. My point in here is that even Hwayoung was my favorite and she probably got bullied... only because I don't know the truth in here I don't know how to react. No one know the truth... there can be a lot of rumors this and that. So I'm gonna tell my version.. like how I react in this everything.


It was just a normal day.. me without job and have been up all night or something... anyways I woke up probably somewhere 02:00pm. I go to computer and like always I first check "skype" comments then I put YouTube on and check it. Last one is Facebook and right the way i see "allkpop" post: "CCM announces Hwayoung will leave T-ara".
I have say.. that kind of broke my heart a little bit guz even I really like almost all the T-ara's songs. I kind of only liked Hwayoung and little bit of Soyeon, Qri and Hyomin but not really others (don't kill me).

Anyways as you know there all that drama started and I was kind of shocked when there was that T-ara members was bulling her. It's sad guz I know how the been bullied feels like but even it's not sure that was she bullied... I have one question: "Why she left if she wasn't bullied?". so that's why somehow I believe in that bulling thing.. somehow I believe.

Come on, think about it. Girls... all the girls, they wanna be one group, one group where weak persons don't fit. Like in probably every schools there is always those who bully someone or someones. Do you get my point? I'm not suprised if I think about it that there have been bulling, idols are not perfect either.. crearly Hwayoung was left out and prabably somehow bullied.

Anyways, even if there wasn't bulling.. there was still something going on between T-ara and Hwayoung and  with boss too. I hear something about that Hwayoung have broke two important concert or something like that. Rumor after rumors. WE DON'T KNOW THE TRUTH!



- When "Sexy Love" came I almost cried.. but I'm getting over all of this drama already. I have support T-ara all this time.

- I gotta say this that even Jiyeon is Krystal's favorite member.. if it is true that Jiyeon have slapped Hwayoung... I don't know.. that is just lame.

- Even all of this drama I'm still listening T-ara and I'm gonna support Hwayoung in the best that I can (like if she come back in other group or as a solo artist, I'm gonna support her.) and so I do with T-ara (I just ordered T-ara's 7th mini album "Mirage"). I'm gonna look in future, even I'm gonna miss her rapping.

- Hwayoung HWAITING!
- T-ara HWAITING!

- BTW, I found one video what really make me think that Hwayoung was bullied so check it out if you wanna. (still we don't know the truth)



(Sorry if there is some mistake's or something, I probably write this in weird way that you don't understand but comment if you wanna say something, I totally wanna hear what you think or if I confused you in someway)


~Riku, peace out love you gyus<3

Oh what to do!?

Guuuu~ I don't know how to start this xDDD
Okay, lately I have been wishing that I'm more girly.. I'm pretty tomboy and I don't really want to be -.-
I just want that someone come and change me.

SOMEONE HELP MEH~!

(pretty short but I just want to put something in here^^)

~Riku, peace out dudes! ;3

3.11.2012

Happiness in my life right now!


You know there is always some kind of song what make you happy and sad..etc

Right now I have song what totally make my day happier!

BLOCK B - NILLILI MAMBO
-Awesome song! Rapping is epic and singing is amazing and WHOLE SONG IS PERFECT!

AILEE - I WILL SHOW YOU
-Song is perfect for those who's heart have broke! Even my heart really don't have.. if we are talking about guys guz I have never had a boyfriend (I know.. I'm 19-years-old) and never dated anyone.. FOREVER ALONE ;___; Anyways, Ailee's voice is amazing and beautiful. Song itself is just WOW! and the lyrics are damn~~~~<3

BTOB - WOW
-This song should have a prize!! It's so amazing!

BEAST - Midnight Sun
-Okkee~ I'm gonna post Japanese version of this song guz there is no Korean version MV.
Of course one of my number one kpo group song is in this list! xD I totally love this song and I don't care which version I listen guz I love this so much... okay I really love to watch my handsome oppas in the MV xDD

~Riku peace out!